What Is The Most Scariest Thing You Have To Do Today Or Tomorrow

[intothelight]

Talk to an attorney....:(

 

[goingonhope]

Go to bed and wake up while accepting what has and is happening to my brain.

 

[Sammyiam]

Feeling like I have failed yet another day.

 

[Lionheart]

Because my mother lives with me and she thinks she is ready to go to a nursing home, I have to face reality and the fact that I may soon have to move from my happy home.

So my answer is the scariest thing I have to do today is to face the great unknown future.

 

[JEKBreatheandBelieve]

I have to tell my parents about taking a leave of absence from work and that I will be doing the partial hospitalization program. The last time I took a day off from work because of PTSD, my mom wasn't very understanding.

 

[Britt.f7]

I have to go out to buy a gift for my pregnant therapist as our last meeting before maternity leave will be Monday. I'm nervewracked about going out. But I should do it.

 

[Friday]

I totally bailed on the dentist, today. Walked in, heard the words "I'm so sorry, I can't afford it." fall out of my mouth, about faced, and did my version of choke crying in the car on the way home. Such a bleeding coward. :tdown::blackeye::facepalm:

 

[Britt.f7]

I made it out of the house to buy the gift for my therapist's baby. My husband was very happy for me. It seems ridiculous to me that I can't leave the house, even though I realize why(for the most part). A bit shaky but I did it. Managed to get a little more shopping done. Even got my car cleaned. But that was easy. No people.

 

[Changing4Best]

Nothing much I can think of here on this, after having been homeless for 3 years once in my life, nothing much scares me except the idea of becoming homeless again. I don't see that as a thing that is likely to happen these days, so I am not scared often.

On the other hand there was a man I made the mistake of inviting into my apartment yesterday, thinking he was a new friend, but he had other ideas. I think I deterred him from that idea, but just in case he knocks on my door, I have it chained. This way he should get the idea for sure, if he happens to ever knock on my door ever again! "Fool me once, shame on you, Fool me twice, shame on me"!

 

[Let It Be]

I noticed in the newspaper that the place where I used to work for many years was having an anniversary celebration. I decided to send an e-mail to my former boss to express my congratulations. It was a very scary moment for me when I decided to send that e-mail to her. I quit because of her and that was my first contact with her in over 10 years.

I did receive an e-mail back from her stating that they had been looking for me and wanted to know if I would talk with someone about my days working at this place. Considering the fact that I'm still living at the same place I always have, I find this hard to believe.

I'm glad that I sent the e-mail and lots of crap is coming up for me about working with her, but I know now I can heal from those years, and besides, she is no longer my boss.

 

[Britt.f7]

I went to the dentist today. They even commented on how far I've come from my first visit. I handled this one rather well, even though I felt like running.

 

[Anrish]

I already did it...I wrote to the hotel in Russia what documents are necessary, so I can apply for my visa. I'm never good with such official stuff.