Therapy appt. today; have been naming most all of the above-listed distorted cognitions and so far successfully stopping them in mid-streaming and flipping the script from negative to more positive about self/others. Need to do a Trauma Timeline (will take a lot of work, patience, and grit) in order to self-nurture little girl self through my adult (talk w/her re timeline trauma events self-soothing, self-loving, nurturing her throughout); and will try and utilize therapist to role-play with my adult then switch to my child then back and forth child to adult w/ T playing whatever role I am not (at the time). Switching off. Going to be difficult...but must revive my little girl child within and begin dialogue with her re extreme brutal trauma events (timeline) in this healing format/modality. Will try that is all I can do.